Sorry about that last post (plus tragic death of a co-worker)

I don't know ... sometimes that happens with someone I care about.
Someone I am curious about.
Someone I have a connection with.
I don't know why ...
I hope it didn't bother you.
I don't want to bother anybody.
But I just seem to anyway.
I have come to understand that this is just what I can do ... there are not a lot of people I can do this with, and Jozie is far and above the strongest and clearest one. Clearest meaning I KNOW it's her, and not just a general feeling or a general person.
I can't explain it, I just KNOW it's her.
And I don't even know why exactly yet.
Maybe it happens when she is in great distress or emotions? I am not sure.

...
But, I want to talk about something else that's bugging me.
What happened to a girl at work
You see .. she died.
No, not at work, a few miles away, 5? 10? like 10 or 15 minutes away from work?
She was only 23.
Nice sweet helpful girl that al her co-workers liked.
She's dead now.
Sondra is her name.
She wanted a ride home, but she couldn't get one (including a co-worker), and so she got in the car with this boy
I think her boyfriend.
Well, alcohol was involved with at least one if not both of them
They got into a drag race on Noland road, a main road here. Well, the other car swerved into them because they were winning and he lost control and they rammed into a metal pole.
Let's pray she died instantly, because if not ...
That means she was burned alive.
The other car drove off, last I heard they still do not know where they are.
The boy driving her survived the crash, they are charging him with vehicular homicide
What a way to ruin your life in your early/mid-twenties!

You'd think that was bad enough ... it's worse.
They were holding a bake sale for her, and selling lunch today as well.
Why?
To help out her 11 year old brother.
She had taken custody of him and was taking care of him.
Her dad had died already and he is from a different mom.
So, with her dead, this eleven year old boy will most likely go into the "system"
an orphanage like place, hoping to find a nice foster home.
A couple family members are trying to adopt/get custody, but that goes through the long complicated overwrought uncaring unknowing system of the Courts.

So, how fair was her death?
What Loving God or God worth praising would allow such a travesty to occur like this?

I'm just really upset.
And i don't really remember talking to the girl that much.
I saw her picture, but I can't really place her.

To be selfish a bit here and with my ridiculous supposing ...
I wonder if I talked to her.
I wonder if we made each other smile
Did I make a bad day for her better?
Did i help her make her life while lived nice?
Did she get a chance to do that for me?
For her sweet soul to imprint a little happiness and God's Love onto me before .... ?

Anyway, I bought some food and stuff .. they want to try to help the boy out. Get a fund started, for like college and stuff.

I hope good wil come from this tragedy.