Tonight when I went out to get a bite to eat, I was surprised to see that we now have EXIT signs at the two exits inside the apartment hallway!
When did they put those in? I didn't notice them when I came home tonight.
***
So .. I'm sitting here watching the first MATRIX movie, and I hear a soft knock ... is it on my door?
it's 9:53 pm by the time I get to look at the computer here, so it was like at 9:50 or so?
It was a male stranger, I figured I'd go ahead and talk to him. My TV was on loud so ... it would have been awfully hard and rude not to :p
He realized when I opened the door that he had the wrong place.
I asked him who he was looking for. He said
BUBBA
0_o
o_0
Is it just a coincidence that in High school one of my nicknames was Bubba?
You know, that name really bothered me when they teased me with it. I wonder why? Maybe because at teh time ti seemed a "bubba" was a simpleton, a rube, someone who is stupid or ignorant or doesn't know what's goign on or anything.
But, really .. why did I let it bother me so?
Most likely it is because my parents made me feel like my enemies were right and I was wrong and I could never do anything right so I should just be used to being a victim?
BUT
Now that I look at it, Bubba is kind of a compliment.
Because
bubba is very close to
Buddha!
=)
So, I think I will try to change my past if if comes up again. Whenever I remember them calling me
bubba
and wincing with the memory
(and carrying it forward and thinking I will never do anything right)
INSTEAD I will hear them calling me
Buddha!
=) =) =) =) =)
anywazzzzz ... back to the movie!
Friday, October 31, 2008
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