What if the sun came out? (total conjecture)

What if Amber is interested in me?
What if she is just having fear and doubt?
After all, she had a path set for her by others that love her and she loves, and trusts
...
What if I put a wrinkle in those plans?
Did she already wonder at their plans?
Was a chink in the armor they put upon her?

I've been able to free people to think for themselves before ...
it's not been easy.
Just ask Jozie =D
Just ask others
Just ask yourself

I have to be so careful!
I cannot be like my dad in this!
He wishes to control
You have to think and act and feel just like him so that he can cope with you
He can talk you into this! Quite literally! You even think his ideas are your own.
Its creepy =O

so, I just want to manifest, affect reality responsibly. For Balance!
I don't want to be in a love triangle, I don't want to be tricked either.
I just think she's really neat!

meh I'm being so foolish. She can't really like me or be interested in me. Nobody ever is. It's my fault too, I don't make things easy.
I don't know
I don't know what to do


I don't know, this is all conjecture

I swear, females are more complicated than computers!
I do NOT want to play any of these stupid games

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talking about games ...
my computer keeps crashing to desktop (Ctd) when i play a couple of my games !!!
make it stop
Make It Stop
MAKE IT FREAKING STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!