We all trick ourselves into believing the lies we are told and tell ourselves

We all trick ourselves into believing the lies we are told and tell ourselves in a desperate attempt at happiness. We feel good even when we are really miserable and things keep falling apart in our lives. We don't stop to consider maybe bad things happen to us and we aren't getting what we need is because we're doing it wrong. No, we stubbornly create things from nothingness until we are imprisoned inside them. Each time it falls apart and we finally see it, we tell ourselves how stupid we and/or they were, and we vow to be more careful the next time. But the next time is not so different from the time before. Over and over and over again, we chose deception and defend it very strongly and think it is the answer.

I don't know how to escape this yet.
I don't know what to do about the vast majority of people who don't either.
I just think we are doomed.
I can't do what i was sent here to do
so why do I still have to be here?