What I foresaw with Amber, what I tried to prevent, happened anyway.
She has chosen poisoners over me.
With their lies and innuendos.
So that my boss had to come see me to tell me about these razor sharp rumors fling around cutting all the strings I places to support the truth.
Mayhap what I did to try tp do to prevent it created it?
NO
It was always her choice, she is choosing to listen to them and live in fear.
To care what others think of her.
To follow them.
Always following others thoughts and feelings
not her own.
She is a slave to her church and family.
I was afraid of this.
Is this just another failed rescue mission?
Did I do my part at least?
Or did I just plain fail.
NO, I don't hate her. How can I? I don't blame her. It's OK. I worry more about her than I.
She is in more trouble than I thought if she is so eager to please the majority of people that are being mean to her/deceiving her than simply accept the truth of friendship of one person.
Her real troubles are just starting if she doesn't soon learn the truth.
Please. Light, Good, Balance; help me figure out how to handle this? thanks!
Saturday, December 06, 2008
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