I care more in my heart than anything my head or mouth (fingers) can do to help.

I am an idiot. I care more in my heart than anything my head or mouth (fingers) can do to help.

I don't know what else to say, but I need to give this context.
So you know this is real, and not depression or a pity party or insanity or whatever.

But I don't want to add anything else right now, I want to talk less, be more.