Where Are You?

Why have you forsaken me?
Why do you keep teasing me?
Why is it right when we are getting closer,
You pull away the farthest you can?
Patience is NOT a virtue!
Good things do NOT come to those that wait!
You promised me.
You said forever.
Where is your love now?

God, I'm breaking up with you.
You are nothing
But a false promise and an abuser.
I'll give you another chance,
But you are on a short leash.
You have only yourself to blame for this.
All you have to do is your part
And you fail me at every turn.
Simply teasing me with a few snippets.
But, what you know I need the most, you keep on a yo yo
Stringing it out in front of me,
And then yanking it back
Right when I think I can safely
Make a grab for it.
You KNOW how mean and counter-productive that is
But still you do it anyway.

I'm tired of this.
You've made things worse not better.
I will be 40 in May
A Generation according to Hebrews.
A Generation is going to pass before I get Love?
That's insane and just plain MEAN!
I don't care if you made the mountains and the oceans
STOP BRAGGING
Mountains and oceans have nothing to do with my life,
Just as it had nothing to do with Job's life.

You are nothing but a torturer and a traitor
To your own Creation.
You can't even pay proper attention to
What is going on down here.
Why do so many things about us SURPRISE you?
YOU made us, why can't you figure us out?
This world has just gotten worse and worse and You blame us.
Well, I blame the real source ... YOU.